Excommunication of the wannabe good
"We must obey God rather than men." St Peter (Peter the Roman) our first nad actual pope.God wanted Justice and Mercy, and through His Son we found both, sometimes it is hard to watch how, from far we see it coming, slowly, like if time stops, our instincts or subconscience tells us exactly what will come next... a heart shattering but expected experience: excommunication.
I used to not believe in luck, but sometimes I just think on how lucky to find Jesus while inside the Church He founded in St Peter, somedays I tell myself that it isn’t luck but just His Love, such sweet Mercy which I don’t deserve, that creates the false but sweet thought that I'm so lucky to be alive and catholic, so... so happy about this "feeling of fortune", which, spiritually speaking is not luck, just His Divine Mercy, but my flesh tries to deceive my heart and mind that it is just luck.
True, most catholic people in the world walks through life without ever embracing Jesus, they stuck in "automatic" mode, they believe a piece of bread isn’t the Holy Flesh of God, the think playing or singing the Christian version of "despacito" is fun while in mass, never ever the have smelled and seen the white smoke the faithful released while consumed in humble prayer and adoration.
Imagine such heart seeing the persecution for the 1st time ever by those who swore to feed Jesus sheep... DEVASTATING, yes... The heart crumbles and crumbles and cumples yet again with their attacks and persecution.
Have you ever seen a weeping and desperate heart? Have tasted the bitterness of its tears? Have you calculated how much loss it has? You can't, perhaps you can feel or see how much it pains the afflicted person yes, but ONLY the Lord knows the exact destruction, the amount of tears, the taste of blood in their throats due to persecution, shunning, killing with excommunication.
True, false prophets can't excommunicate anyone, but the oblivuous sheep does not know that, they get cut out and cast to the wilderness in a total failed state of mind, heart and soul... Friends? Family? They vanish quickly and the desert laughs at you, mocking your innocence and naiveness, THEN after prayer and sometimes crying your eyes out, the truth shines inside, you were never alone, Jesus would never give up on you even if you initially thought, the story was more than over.
What happens with many who are so afraid of speaking out against spiritual corruption, omission and relativism is to get such thing as a cast out notice or excommunication, they think, it is an open invitation to hell, but it ISN’T, actually the Church leaders don’t teach this, you know, about excommunication, it’s that Jesus STILL at your door knocking, He is walking beside you, the sands of the desert within your wilderness will not harm you because He is there shielding a bit, He will let you feel the heat here and there, so you'll learn on how to ask for water, His water.
There's no denying it, excommunication is a heart breaking thing to endure, I can see mine coming, I can hear someone cursing my name for calling them freemasons and vipers, heretics and apostates, prophets of beautiful lies, traitors, bergoglians... I am no one, perhaps 100% worse than no one, but I love my Catholic Church not the one the Vatican preaches, NO, the one I'm walking, keeping and cherish.
Catholic I was born and Catholic I will die as long I embrace Christ Divine Mercy, such sweet Mercy that isn’t depleted of Divine Justice, as long I embrace Him and hold His commandments, EXCOMMUNICATION from the antichurch, the synodal "church" has nothing on me, although the path is painful, but carrying the Cross was never meant to be fun.
If the FSSPX is excommunicated by antipope Leo, then I'm excommunicated too, God know my heart and that is my entire hope and faith, Jesus Divine Mercy will not leave me behind, no... will never leave us. Amen.